An Ode to the Older Mom

older momI see you over there, with your kids the same age as mine but your eyes wiser. Sometimes you look super put together, and I imagine you were maybe some career superwoman, taking her time on the marriage-and-family front, who had your kids a little later in life. I imagine maybe you did all these amazing globe-trotting things with your spouse… that you took time to explore and adventure together before romantically choosing one day that THAT was the perfect time to have kids.

Sometimes you look just like me, and I wonder if you wanted to start earlier, have your kids younger, but life just didn’t work out like that. Maybe you struggled some as I did, and it took longer for your sweet kiddo to join your family. I wonder if maybe you were sad, or mad and if you had support. I wonder if seeing younger moms all around is something you even notice or if you’re just happy to be here at all.

Sometimes you look like you really have it all figured out, and I wonder if this is the youngest in a line of children. If you are the oldest in the room because you have other not-so-baby babies in your nest at home, or maybe even some who have already flown to find new paths on their own. That being here with elementary school kids is just What You Do now because you’ve been doing it for so long. I hope that one day I feel as collected and calm as you look.

Please know that I see you, and I’m so glad you’re here. I go through most days of parenthood wondering what I’m doing and how many multiple ways I’m messing up. Seeing another mom who is older than me and successfully parenting grounds me, and reminds me that no matter what life phase I am in as a parent, there are so many other moms there with me, each with their unique stories and backgrounds, and we are all working together to do the best we can with the kids we have been given TODAY. We hear our whole lives that “age is nothing but a number,” but each of those numbers equals another year of lived experience. As a mom who is somewhere in the middle of motherhood and life, there are days I feel like I’ve never known less than I do right now. I am so incredibly thankful to have mother role models to get parenting — and life — advice from. Whatever path to parenthood brought you here, I am so thankful I have you to look up to to see what might come next.

An island girl at heart, Lindsay grew up on Hilton Head SC before heading to Florida State University. She met her wonderful wife in Jacksonville before they headed to Chicago together where Lindsay worked as an investment analyst. After deciding six winters in the Midwest were plenty they moved back to Jacksonville, new baby girl in tow, in 2013. A second daughter joined their estrogen filled household in 2014, completing their family. Lindsay works as a digital servicing strategy analyst for a large financial corporation while momming it up with her two active girls. She is also the co-director and co-founder of both Parenting with Pride North Florida and Jacksonville LGBT Families, two organizations that develop and deliver programming and activities for LGBTQIA+ families in the North Florida area. She enjoys weekends at the beach covered in sunscreen and sand. Her second home is at Disney and truly believes “the dream that you wish will come true.”


  1. Wow, my friend sent me this link and talk about a shortsighted view into what it’s like to be an “older mom” as you put it. Did it ever occur to you that an older mom has the same insecurities as any other mom? That we aren’t sure we are doing the right thing? The only thing we may have a leg up on is the monetary means to make things a little easier than we did when we were younger but that doesn’t remove the emotional toll having a child takes on a woman NO MATTER HER AGE. Maybe instead of “seeing me” you shouldn’t worry about how old the mom is and just go say hi, get to know her and her baby.


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