My Dirty Secret: I Like Being A Working Mom

Working Mom

Shhhhh….I have a dirty secret.

Okay, maybe not so dirty, not in the way you’re thinking. But sometimes it feels like a dirty secret.

My secret: I like to work.

That’s right. I do. While pregnant with our third and fourth babies (surprise, twins!) many well-meaning people, women especially, asked if I was going to stay home after the babies came. I mean, four kids, plus a full-time job? Are you crazy? And although staying home had crossed my mind, for like, a second, when the doctor showed me the two heartbeats on the ultrasound monitor, I just smiled and said no those kind inquirers. (I’m not being sarcastic, they were all genuinely concerned about my well-being, and I am thankful for that.) I said no, truthfully and without wavering, because I’d been there before – I had stayed home for almost two years.

One rainy afternoon six years ago while my baby girl watched Barney I realized I was having a contest. With myself. About getting the laundry washed, dried and folded and put away, all before my husband got home from the office. And at that point, I knew. I needed to go back to work. Do not for one second think I am knocking stay at home moms. That time of my life was hard, really hard. In so many ways. I can cheerfully say I pretty much failed at it.

And yes, now there are days that make me second guess myself. Frustrating days at work, figuring out child care for sick babies, missing the first-grade awards ceremony, seeing my friends’ Facebook pics of trips to the zoo on a beautiful Wednesday morning while I am sitting at my desk–I know I am missing out on a lot with my kids. But everyone does what works for their family and their life, and that’s how it should be. And I know staying home with four kids isn’t best for me, and it’s not what is best for my family.

Maybe because we live in a more traditional southern town, maybe because most moms I know don’t work outside their house, maybe because of my four kids, I often feel guilty about the fact that I like to work. I feel as though I should be ashamed of liking it and actually saying so out loud.

But I thrive on the personal satisfaction I get from working. I always have, even in college or through high school volunteer activities. I was happier when I was working. There is a need inside me that somehow only good solid work can fulfill. I also like what I do. I like editing and writing and communicating. I like the adult conversation, the challenge of a new project, figuring out a budget, making new connections, growing as a person mentally and professionally, coming up with ideas. I like checking things off my list, working in excel, planning and organizing. And getting paid for it. Selfishly, on the difficult mornings, I feel a sense of relief when I drop off my squabbling kids, because I know in ten more minutes I’ll be sitting at my desk and drinking my (twice) microwaved coffee. In silence.

Nothing about being a mom is easy, whether you stay home or have a full-time job. I’m so fortunate I have a job that works for me, in my situation, right now. I will continue to work as long as whatever job I am doing works for my family. The right job makes or breaks life in the working mom-home balance conundrum. I also know logistically our lives, with four kids, would be infinitely easier if I stayed home again. Maybe I’m self-centered for not staying home. Maybe you think I’m a bad mom for not sacrificing my own feelings for my family. But I know I wouldn’t be as happy, as personally fulfilled, and as good a mother if I didn’t work. I’d probably be an often irritable, bored and grouchy mom. And that wouldn’t be good for anyone – me or my kids.

So I’m going to share my secret with you: I like to work. And I refuse to feel ashamed about it.

Meg is a working mom of four and an avid community volunteer. She has worked in corporate communications and media relations for more than 18 years, for a Fortune 500 company as well as a non-profit. She took some time off to enjoy life as a stay at home mom after the birth of her first child in 2008. Her sweet, introverted daughter, was excited to welcome her baby brother in 2013, and then boy/girl twins joined the family in 2016. Meg finds being an “office mama” a constant balancing act and never-ending challenge but enjoys the opportunities it offers her for personal growth. A Virginia girl at heart, she loves Florida’s warm weather, the great quality of life Jacksonville offers her family.


  1. This is awesome!! You should NOT feel ashamed for this. You need to feel satisfaction too, heck we all do!! And most people are not able to stay at home with their kids and have to work but I rather work than stay at home all day. Nothing wrong with that!! This is the year 2016 not 1950 so if you want to work, you should!!

  2. I am staying home now but feel the same way. I have that same contest with myself too, and sometimes I wonder if life is just meant for folding laundry and cleaning the gouse. I feel like I’m not spending that much more time with my kids because I’m so distracted by household chores, some that might not be there (like dishes from lunch) if we were out of the house all day. I also wonder if my husband would be more involved with the kids if I worked because since they’ve been born, it’s like my new job became being the one who takes care of the kids and the house (no question). My sister works and, from the outside at least, it seems like she and her husband share in the child rearing more than my husband and I do. Great article!

  3. Your article is very inspiring, thank you for sharing how you feel about working. I’m a stay at home mom. I stopped working when pregnant and haven’t gotten a job since. I, too, feel grouchy and irritable and I don’t want to be that mom. I desperately want to go back to work! I’d like to have a second kid, but I’m afraid I’ll have to take 2 years off again. I tell people I’d only have another baby if I was working and they think they misheard me! It’s reassuring to hear Those feelings are common!

  4. I really liked your article. I am also a working mom and in a mom’s group with predominately SAHMs. Since our babies are now turning into toddlers, I am getting questions/advice from some that want to re-enter the workforce but are worried about balance, household responsibilities,etc. I told them it is possible to have a fully functioning household but my success has been my husband. We both take turns with the normal household duties, and basic needs for our child. I also made the point you’re really not in a continuous loop of cooking/cleaning, etc because everyone is out of the house during the daytime. You can use your lunchbreak to have your “me” time – reading, going out to lunch with a friend, exercising or getting a quick pedicure. I actually think working Moms get a lot more flexibility and options by working (not to mention drinking hot tea or coffee and eating hot food at least once a day….haha).

    I have to rip off a quote I read in another article from a working mom…..I would rather be overfilled than underutilized.


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